| whiner |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|01:34 am] |
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| | to kill this- This Providence | ] |
i just realized,
i complain a lot.
i always have something to complain about
and i decide to share that with everyone.
well anyway, i'm done.
i'm going to try to stop because people don't need to hear my problem, i need to deal with them on my own, and to be completely honest, no one really cares anyway.
so on the brighter side of things:
-school is almost out &i'm really excited. i have a lot of things to do in the summer &a new school year means a new start. and i really need a new everything considering my past.
-i also realized that myspace isn't a place to "meet friends", it's a place to boost your ego with the more "OmGz yR s0o0o HawT"'s. or a way to show people how "cool" or "popular" you really are by how many comments you get. i personally think this is ridiculous. but don't get me wrong, i'm not going to delete my myspace or anything crazy like that, i just don't think i'm leaving anyone comments anymore. if people wanna talk to me, they can send me a message, that's why it's there.
-i've had a lot of personal time, which has really made me better myself because i've had a lot of time to think about everything. i just really understood people and their actions a lot more. i no longer get angry or upset at people when they disappoint me. i just think about their side of things and say that they must've done the things they do for a logical reason.
anyway, i think i'm going to get back into the social scene. i'm done thinking about things &being the loner that i have been. seriously, starting this week [after finals] i'm hanging out with every single one of my friends. tell me when you can♥
regina. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|09:07 pm] |
i've been sitting at home for the past 4 weekends because no one invites me to do anything &somehow i think that's fun?
am i just crazy.
don't get me wrong, i would really appreciate if my friends invited me places, especially with them, but for some reason i just don't think that's going to happen anytime soon.
maybe this means i'm suppose to move on &get friends that will actually hang out with me?
hmm? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|07:19 pm] |
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| | a little less than 16 candles a little more "touch me" | ] |
today really opened my eyes.
i don't know what happened, but something clicked &i appreciate all the small things in life.
-listening to my 2 year old neice's laughter brought an instant smile to my face
-got a free drink from the cute guy at the movies
-looking out to the beach from the peir while cute surfer is trying to get my attention :]
-taking pictures of the absolute beauty of the waves &the sun coming down.
today was just really really good.
ryan came up with a poem today for alex &it went like this....
"the way you spell your name is so HOT,
jeremy moss thinks he's cool. yeah, not!"
it was hilarious.
happy days :] |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|02:47 am] |
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| | sugar, were going down-fallout boy | ] |
i was watching i heart huckabees &they ask some pretty intriguing questions.
i love when movies or books or people make me think &contemplate regular everday things.
because those are the things that really matter.
i hate how fast highschool is going by.
i'm just blowing it all away.
but i suppose that drama is a part of growing up,
especially in high school.
it's weird how whenever i feel that i'm the only one going through tough times,
it turns out that a bunch of people are.
i'm really thinking about becoming a therapist or phyciatrist when i grow up.
helping other people with their problems helps me to forget about mine
&somehow deal with them at the same time.
maybe i've found my calling. maybe not. |
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| ughh |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|10:18 pm] |
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| | goods-mates of state | ] |
i'm really stressed.
on everything.
i never ever go to school &it's catching up to me.
i'm a smart kid[not being conceided], but i just can't compete with my teachers for my grades if i wasn't even there most the time.
they all think i'm a terrible anyway.
i think my mom is getting alzheimers,
or the drugs are having their effects,
or she's just getting old.
either way, i'm worried.
boys...aoldghoaudbhguoabsdnaf...i don't even want to get into boys.
i just can't deal with them at the moment &they seem to attract to someone more when that person shows no interest, it's making me angry.
church is good. i'm getting more &more involved with every passing week, but i feel like there's something missing there, maybe it's because danielle doesn't go anymore. i don't know.
the only person i can lean on is God. it's simply amazing how he's always there<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 24th, 2005|03:46 pm] |
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| | kiss of the octopus-blood brothers | ] |
i didn't go to school today,
infact i haven't been going to school much lately.
maybe i just
don't want to go
but i'm pretty sure it's because
my teachers think i'm a "bad kid".
which i'm not. at all.
i've been getting a lot closer to my brothers,
considering that i never hung out with them before.
ha.
my cousin just had her baby @the age of 17.
she's a whore, but i guess this is what she needed to wake her up.
i miss my friends.
since card got back together, it seems like i don't really fit in
anywhere.
i need simplicity.
tonight's bible study.
&i think it's exactly what i need♥ |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 20th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:
01. Cried: i am right now.
02. Bought something: lunch.
03. Gotten sick: yes.
04. Sang: yeah.
05. Eaten: yes.
06. Been kissed: by sara...
07. Felt stupid: i guess.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: they didn't want to hear it.
09. Met someone new: yeah.
10. Moved on: no, but i realized things.
11. Talk to an ex: yes.
12. Missed an ex: i guess.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: not so much anymore.
14. Had a serious talk: got yelled at by my "crush"
15. Missed someone: no.
16. Hugged someone: yeah.
17. Fought with your parents: yes.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes.
SOCIAL LIFE:
01. Best girl friend: c.a.r.d.
02. Best boy friend: mike or chase or micheal
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no.
04. Hobbies: reading. church. journal. uhhh that's about it.
06. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends on my mood.
07. What type of automobile do you drive: i don't.
08. What type of automobile do you wish you drove: range rover.
09. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: none at the moment.
10. Where is the best hangout: where ever everyone else is.
11. Do you have a job: no.
12. Do you attend church: beach cities<3
13. Do you like being around people: not right now.
01. Friend you've known the longest: too many people.
02. Do you argue with the most: i don't really argue with anyone anymore.
03. Do you always get along with: everyone?
04. Is the most trustworthy: myself.
05. Makes you laugh the most: jeremy or ryan.
06. Has been there through all the hard times: dani
07. Has the coolest parents: i don't know.
08. Is the uglyest: i don't hang out with ugly people.
09. Is the most blunt: we all are.
10. Is the smartest: i don't know. we all are in different ways.
PERSONAL:
01. Who is your role model: jesus.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: annoying, irrogant, or stupid people.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: still do.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: i am right now.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for: jerks.
06. Have you ever lied to your friend(s): yes. everyone has.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes.
08. Would you rather be dumper or dump? neither. mutual.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes. no. ahksfdsakl. fuck
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yeah.
12. Do you want to get married: someday.
13. Do you want kids: 2 or 1.
14. Do you believe in psychics: if they're right.
15. Do you believe in soulmates: yes.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my friendliness.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i care about other people too much.[bad thing]
18. Are you happy with you: yes, but it seems other people aren't.
19. Are you happy with your life: not right now. godddd
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: make "someone" not mad at me.
CURRENT:
Current Clothes: jeans &taking back sunday shirt.
Current Mood: really depressed.
Current Music: none.
Current Hair: pony with poof.
Current Annoyance: boy mad at me.
Current Smell: i can't smell.
Current Desktop Picture: dr.c
Current Favorite Artist: none i suppose.
Current Favorite Group: relient k i guess.
Current Book you're reading: unfinished symphony.
Current CD in CD Player: my rad mix.
Current DVD in player: star wars.
Current Color Of Toenails: green.
Current Refreshment: nothing.
Current Worry: if he'll realize he hurt me.
FIRSTS:
First Best Friend: andrea dear.
First Elementary School: smith.
First memory: being married to 3 boys in kindergarten.
First real job: never had one?
First real crush: davin mesquit.
First screen name: lazybum166[shut up]
First self-bought book: archie's comic?
First funeral: my dads
First pets: goldie &blinky.
First piercing: ear lobes.
First enemy: kailey collins &sherese hersman.
First big trip: north dakota.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: uhm, oldies or jimmy buffet.
LASTS:
Last cigarette: never.
Last big car ride: whenever mark matlock was.
Last good cry: right now. before that, in january.
Last library book checked out: i don't go to the library.
Last movie seen: in movie theatre? star wars episode III@!%#!
Last beverage drank: i don't know.
Last food consumed: fries.
Last phone call made: i don't call people.
Last time showered: this morning.
Last shoes worn: black rite aid shoes
Last CD played: hellogoodbye
Last item bought: cookies
Last annoyance: dicthed.
Last ice cream eaten: i don't know.
Last shirt worn: taking back sunday.
Last website visited: before this: eljay and myspizzle. |
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| took it from d.wani |
[May. 18th, 2005|11:00 pm] |
( ) smoked a cigarette
( )smoked a cigar
(x)smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) stolen a car[michelle &brooke]
(x) been in love/deep like[a lot]
( ) been dumped
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight[with chanel?]
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back[too much]
( ) been arrested
( )made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date[biggg mistake]
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school[did today.]
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends[still do]
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane[to vegas &north dakota]
(x) thrown up in a bar[my moms]
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding[with my church]
(x) met someone in person from MYSPACE[a lot of people]
(x) been moshing at a concert[laura haha]
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now[a bunch of people]
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up[still do]
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding[with my church]
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school[all the time]
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake[against my will]
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed[last year]
(x) robbed someone[my mom]
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest[cheer, &beauty contest when i was a baby]
(x) run a red light[cause of the accident]
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention[like 900 hours]
(x) been in a car accident[recently]
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obbssesed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost[in leisure world. no bueno]
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't[still regret it]
(x) made prank phone calls[hahaah]
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose[everything has come out my nose]
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( )kissed in the rain!!!
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about[a lot of people]
(x) blown bubbles[with sara]
(x) made a bonfire on the beach[all the time]
(x) crashed a party[taylor klingensmiths kind of in 8th grade summer]
(x) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People[san francisco with brittney]
(x) gone rollerskating[used to go every sunday]
(x) had a wish come true[had someone like me<3]
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls[they're classy]
( )jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed vagina in class
(x) ate dog/cat food[it was good]
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them[i tell everyone i love them]
(x) sang in the shower[sing all the time, it's just louder in the shower]
(x) have a little black dress[homecoming &funeral dress]
( ) fucked in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone[haha since fourth grade]
(x) glued your hand to something[my other hand?]
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish[through the tank]
( ) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader[for 6 years]
(x) sat on a roof top[fourth of july]
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[10 hours]
(x) stayed up all night[always fun]
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree[all the time]
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone[oh so much]
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( )gone streaking
(x)played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on[8th grade summer]
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone[knee]
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried[best times]
(x) cried so hard you laughed[pathetic]
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test[like last week]
(x) forgotten someone's name[all the time]
(x) slept naked[when i was younger]
(x)French braided someones hair[tired]
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool[with jordan, jessie, billy, roman &keaton]
(x) been kicked out of your house[once] |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 18th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
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so today everyone decided not to go to school, or to leave. so i was going to be all alone at lunch for the very first time in my entire life[hard thing to grasp], but luckily my "best friend" mike was there for me because he loves me. unfortunately we don't have all that much in common so it was kind of weird.
then i went to 6th and my 2 of my best friends weren't there, so i begged chase[my old best friend] to actually go to class. he did, and then we left in the middle of it to go eat pizza. it was great, it was like the good ole days. then we got back to school &he was surrounded by all his new friends &suddenly forgot all about me. so i walked to the front of the school to wait for my mother, thinking i'll just go home and relax, but no. she decides she wants to be a bitch today &complain about everything i've ever done wrong my entire life.
today just hasn't been that great. this week actually. i don't know what specifically is making me unhappy, maybe it's just a combination of things, but i think it's something deeper. |
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| bad weekend with weird moods |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|08:26 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
today was one of those days where every face was a blur,
and every reflection off the mirrior was false,
every sentence that i said was wrong,
every thought that i tried to think was corrupted by some bitter thing of the past.
this weekend was probably one of the worst, but something i'm going to learn from in the furture. jeremy helped me through it today. i was going to do something drastic if it weren't for him. :[ |
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| church!@$!#!! |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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| | senses fail | ] |
wow church tonight was SO much fun. you don't even understand.
-got there &sally screams my name
-get smothered by my brother[jay]
-say hi to tom
-sat down in front of cory &matt[not a good choice because him &dani hate eachother]
-me &sally decide that we're the captains of the highschool kickball team for the church because we're the cripples
-worship
-the guy that was giving the message sounded exactly like Kip. it was amazing.
-church ended, tried talking to kyle but he messed up my hair.
-went in the basketball room with deej, colin, jay, &casey.[deej got hit in the nuts]
-said the pledge of allegience for kaitlin &megan.
-tried talking to kyle again but he just pulled us into the room &they were playing DODGEBALL!
i was scared for my life, sally was protecting me &dani was protecting herself.
-cleaned up the church, talked to paul.
-watched cheyenne get sacktapped &then stole his shoes &hid them.
-played somemore dodgeball, got scared hid in the ballbox &kyle sat on us &made them throw the balls at our faces.
-went outside, made faces on the windows of kyle's car with sally.
-said hi to tom
-waited for my mom.
pretty much a really fun night. &don't get me wrong, my foundation is fully on god &always will be, but church being ashdfklhglkahbsd SO AMAZING makes it that much better.
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| car craash. |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|08:31 pm] |
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today i got in a car accident. the first one i've ever been in. my jaw is bruised &cut &it hurts to eat. it was the scariest thing that's ever happen to me. i was crying practically the whole 4 hours i was there. luckily, people from our church along with brian &caren were there. i don't know what i would've done without them. surprisingly i was the one least hurt, &i was the only one not wearing a seatbelt. can you believe it? this definitly changed my outlook on things. i'm so happy i'm here, &i have everyone that loves me. i could be dead right now. i had the most chance of dying, even the paramedics said so. i'm so happy i have all of you. i don't care if i don't know you, you mean a lot to me. thankyou. |
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| changed. |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
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| | touched | ] |
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| | alanis morsette | ] |
this is going to sound exactly like dani's but whatevs.
i
love
god.
<3
that's all there is to it. i don't know where i would be without the love of him with me. i know i complain a lot, &there always seems to be something wrong going on in my life, but i would be such a complete mess if it weren't for him. my life is so much more fulfilled now, i have a reason for living, i have a reason to go day to day. just to have that feeling of completion &wholesomeness is amazing.
today we had a guest speaker come to our school &it was the best assembly i've ever been to. honestly, i don't think i've ever felt closer to the sophmore class as i did today. everyone was crying together &i swear if 2 more people went, i would've gone too. so the guys that i'm closest to out of the entire '07 class decided to talk &cry. i cried along with them, &i gave them the biggest hugs i've ever given anyone in my life. today made everything that anyone has ever said about me[negativly] rise up to the surface &all i could do was cry. i was surrounded by my friends, but they were reminded of the past &all the times they got ridiculed too. it made me realize that i'm not as bad with judging people as most are, but i can still improve. right before we walked into the auditorium i called jeremy a queer &that was one of the first things the man said. i felt kind of stupid after that.
but all together, i'm a better person. my life has changed. if you were one of my close friends before, you knew what a hateful &"bitchy" person i could be. now, i try to be nice all the time[not so easy], i give people compliments all the time, i try to be positive, i'm A LOT more forgiving, &i try not to judge people.
now about other things.....ha.
this weekend should be fun. i'm going to a church conference with everyone. i'm so excited. i <3 hanging out with everyone from church. they are just really good people.
today i was reading this guys' binder &it said "jesus your savior shall save no more" &it had a picture of jesus on the cross. this was terribly upsetting for me. i was personally hurt by this. not to mention he kept saying vulgar things, along with the repitition of "fuck jesus". i can't believe anyone could feel this way for someone so amazing &caring &forgiving &everything good. i wanted to explain to him about everything &ask him why he had such hatred toward god, but i couldn't even talk to him i was so shocked.
sorry if you think i'm lame. i'm just really passionate. this was a really long journal i think i'm done. if you read this you're freaking awesome &i love you.
♥reggie &the full effect? nahh i don't think so. |
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| boys : ] |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
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disregard that last journal entry. i was having a bad day. now everything's better. i get to see my boyfriend tomorrow!!!@$!@!! i'm so excited. tomorrow will be exactly 2 weeks we've been going out, &2 weeks i haven't seen him.
i'm also really really sick, so i'm doing everything i can to get better. any suggestions?
yeah please talk to me. i have nothing else to do. IM me on l0vely ladyy. the "o" is a zero. thanks i love you♥ |
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| boys : [ |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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yeah so i've given up. i've realized that i just can't be with a boy. it's just not me. my expectation are too high, &i've tried to lower them but just can't. obsessing over the same boy since 4th grade isn't exactly helping me either. it's hard. i don't have time for them, &i'm just plain fed up with them. sucks? i haven't decided yet.
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| battle of the bands. |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|05:43 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | homewrecker | ] |
last night was a lot of fun, i got to see SO many people that i missed. KAITLIN FREAKING KORONA! omg. you don't even understand how much i love this girl. i saw her in the middle of some band playing &it was all quiet &i just screamed her name. everyone stared at me, but i didn't care.
i saw laura &i hadn't seen her since whenever the last greenday show was[i think it was november], which is ridiculous. i missed her.
&finally i got to see matthew lovato. i missed that boy. oh so much.
i'm just really glad i got to hang out with ashley a lot more than i normally do. i'm really happy we're friends again. one of the reason i think we got in a fight for so long is that we're so much alike, but that's also why we get along together so well. kristi was there too. i haven't really talked to her much since you know...everything. but i kind of got to talk to her. it was weird, but it was just like the old days. chanel wasn't there :[. it made me really sad. i wanted her to go because i haven't hung out with her lately, but she didn't want to, &i wasn't going to make her. i didn't get to hang out with dani all that much. it's okay though. i'm just happy she's not mad at me.
i saw this guy there that i saw at a volleyball game a while ago, &i just fell in love with him. turns out he's in suckaaa, which makes him even more amazing. i'm too scared to talk to him though. : / lame huh? |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|02:19 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | depressed | ] |
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| | two weeks in hawaii-hellogoodbye | ] |
yeah today was really really fun but the second i got online, i just got really sad/mad. i don't know. it's weird. no one understand me, it's fine. so i met a lot of new people today &i'm happy for that. i like making new friends, &i was supposed to go to this party with kylie tonight, but when i called her, she was already there &i couldn't get another ride there, so i was pretty much stuck. so i ended up going to the aquabats/hellogoodbye show[fucking amazing] &i met new people there too, but when i got home, i got to hear/read from mulitple people how much i missed out on. &i know that this is what everyone is going to be talking about for awhile. i just hate it when i'm on the outside of things, &lately that seems to be happening a lot. i just feel like all my old friends don't want me around anymore, &that they have theiur new lives that don't include hanging out with me. it's alright i guess. i mean it's happened before, i'll live through it....it just hurts right now. yeah no one cares, they don't want to read all this. i don't blame them, but if you did read all this i'm fucking shocked. |
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| SPRING BREAK!!!!!! |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|11:05 pm] |
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so this is pretty much the best spring break EVER. i'm in the best mood. just everything is so amazing. it all started on tuesday night. on wednesday i hung out with alex, & so we're pretty much going out now! eek! how excited right? i know your all so freaking stoked like me. then i FINALLY got to hang out with aaron<33 i missed him so much. i think we might get our friendship back to where it used to be. that just put me in the best mood. then i hung out with kyler &kylie. it was so much fun. i love those kids. i'm so happy i got to hang out with kylie because she's just so nice &sweet &i think we had a lot of fun[she protected me from the scary noises] then i spent the night at her house &we talked about how much of a fatass she is.
today i woke up at kylie's house &just laid in her bed for like 3 hours. then i went downtown with dani, chanel, &kady. it was really fun to caught up on all the things that was going on in everyone's lives. i really love all of them, &i don't think they realize how much i do. i would honestly die for anyone of them without hesitation.
so to sum it all up WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO! i love my life. i love my friends. i love my boyfriend[well i don't love him, but i like him :]] i LOVE church. today was kaitlin brink's birthday, &i love her. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2005|12:21 pm] |
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so i was reading my old entries, &it's just when me &ashley got into THE fight. it's weird because i love her so much now, but just to think back to how i felt then. whoa. that's pretty much when CARD broke up &we all went our seperate ways, but now it's back together &it's fucking amazing. you wish you were in it.
♥
p.s. CARD is Chanel.Ashley.Regina.Dani. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2005|06:07 am] |
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so i just got back from the longest night of my life.
1. brooke comes &we get picked up &go downtown
2. go see a movie with my cousin
3. michele &brooke come. i have to play nurse for the night &heal michele wounds.
4. we drive around for a really long time looking for a party.
5. go to del taco, steal the guys car.
6. talk to brooke's ex +friend[who keeps telling me how "in love" he is with me]
7. pick up brent
8. steal the guys car for the second time
9. talking to michele for an hour in the back of a POS car that smell putrid.
10. sleeping for an hour
11. walking up at 4:20 &going to denny's.
long night &now i can't sleep. i'm going to the movies with alex today, i'm hoping it's going to be fun :]
if i called you last night[which i most likely did], we need to hang out. ASAP.
<3miss regina helen |
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